I was planning on going out to dinner with the family then go to sleep and leave in the morning. like I always do. nope, not this time.
They picked me up from Outback because I was there saying goodbye to everyone, which I hate doing. We drove to Champps and everything was FINE. Something happened with the host, who by the way, was like kinda slow and weird. so I understand where my mom was coming from but she was just really rude to her. and like made ugly faces. which she really doesnt realize she is doing, so I just made sure she knew what was going on..
she flipped out. I was "being rude and had been this whole trip, even my father agreed. and I shouldnt tell my mom what to do because I am the child and it's not my place. blah blah blah."
yeah so I got up from the table and left. in tears. I just didnt want to be there anymore and sit there. absolutely uncomfortable beyond belief. so I decided to leave.
mom came out and talked to me..RUDE.
dad came out and talked to me and made me come back in and half-ass apologize. yeah not so fun. mom didnt take it seriously whatsoever.
awkward car ride home. just awkward everything. so as soon as I got home I packed up the rest of my car and got ready to head back to school.. they really didnt want me leaving because they didnt think it was safe enough for me to drive but I just had to get out of that house. if I would have stayed, it just would have not been fun at all. and so awkward.
so I left. cried. cried some more. yeah.. got here and went straight to Lucy's house and we talked forever. and it made me feel SOOO much better. you have no idea. I love her and my whole Phi Mu family in general. they are absolutely amazing. and I couldnt be happier! so then came back here. homegirl was being a bitch. didnt say anything really.
now its wierd. whatever. but I'll be gone soon, no worries. and then shes SOL.
yeahhh lovin thattt!
so today is my day to relax and unwind. take it easy. be happy again. oh man...
With Love
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