Thomas, the new beau, was supposed to come to Roswell today to meet the fam and just hang out with me and stuff. Yeah, so I didn't really wait for him because I did go and do my own thing, but at the same time, I was like expecting him as was mom and dad. So come like 7pm rolls around he finally decides to text me and really, honestly thinks I am ok. Are you kidding me? I was so not ok. I just wanted to cry and I was so upset about it. Tried to play it off though. He didn't really respond first, then he realized I was pissed. He apologized but it still doesn't make it any better. Like I am still kinda upset.
I feel weird right now. Like I really like him, but I just don't know what to do or how our relationship is going. Like it's just kinda there. Like we aren't official yet, but I know we should be. or will be soon. I dont know. I am confused. And I don't wanna ask him because I don't wanna be like awkward or trying to be controlling or "crazy." ya know. so I am trying to be patient and not worry about it, but it is SO hard. SOOO hard. We'll see.
School is good. Grades are good. Phi Mu is good. I still wish school was in Roswell, but it's getting better. Like I am sorta wanting to go back right now, which is weird. I am like bored here. Which shocks me.
Anyway, I will update sooner than later.
With Love
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